As I was reading my Vexations from a day back in May 2005, I realized how accurate we can be when we declare, with...
Erasing Myself
But I can’t do it alone. I’m not sure what it is that I am exactly missing to be able to write as I did before. I...
The Last Two Days
My love—you know who you are, the time has come for me to say goodbye, to you, to the ones I love, to my music, to all...
Today
I thought today about ending my life, and I am still thinking about it, and it’s not because of you that I want to not...
The Voice of Your Eyes
It’s the voice of your eyes that talks to me and tells me how much you were hurt all through your life, but more than...
Rambles… Nothing but Rambles
This is messy, so very messy. I started counting the hours this morning when you told me you are coming back, but now...
11:11
Online dating and The oddity of normalcy
It admittedly started as pure curiosity –after all, at least two years needed to pass before I could allow myself...
Dearest FX
As I listen to the heartbreaking plea of a classical guitar playing in the background, I can't help but think of you....








